LE BEST FRIEND(:
Summer. like finally. i fucking hate all you people i have no idea how i made it pass freshmen year without my best friend. she was going to go to streamwood and ended up going to St. Eds. which i don’t care because its what would make her happy. High school is about making memories and she just wanted to start fresh. but i have to say when i walked into that school for the very first time and realized she was not going to be right by my side and i had to go at this whole new school alone i was terrified. i honestly HATED everything about my school the teachers the people the homework. EVERYTHING. i wanted her to change her mid so bad. so come with me to my school and we could make the best memories of those 4 years at OUR school. but it was so late. im glad she did not come to streamwood because i know my best friend and she would not have been happy with all the shitty people that went there and all the bad memories they would bring back. but it felt like i was not liked in the academy because well because i was not smart at all like all the other people. i cried and begged my mom no to make me go to school sometimes and at one point i asked my dad what he thought about me going to a private school. He did not care. i was happy but i thought he would so not pay for it. i had to keep going to shitwood and deal with all the rude remarks people made the dirty looks the hard ap test the hard test in general and just the school. now that it’s the END of freshmen year. im happy its going to be non-stop hanging out with my best friend(: no one knows how happy that makes me. when we were in middle school there was this girl that was also my best friends best friend.. does that make sense any way well they hung out way more well because of cheer and other stuff and now they are at the same high schoool i hated that girl not because they go to the same high school but because of her my best friend and i got into so many fight because this betch decided that i couldn’t be best friends with her “BEST FRIEND” but we got through that and my point was i hated how everyone was like “omg why do you and that girl always fight over your friend are you liked obsessed with her” uhm stfu no im not but since you not her friend you don’t know her like i do and get that she has been there for me for mostly everything. being obsessed and being a true friend are TWO completely different things. but i feel like the point of this letter is to tell her how thankful i am for having her as a friend. Lexy i wanna say thank you SO much we met each other in like !st grade but i hated you and you hated me. we then finally became friends in 4th grade and started hanging out like everyday of our little 4th grade lives. we gained friends lost friends but the only person i did not loose was you. you stayed there for me yes we did not talk for the longest time but i still considered you my best friend. i have no idea why people tried so hard to try to make us not be friends. it broke my heart. you are the only person that gets me. you make me laugh with your weirdness! but i can tell you anything and you can tell me anything you might not see these but middle school at times was hell for you and i hated to see you that way and how i couldn’t do anything to help you. i guess i could take this time to say how sorry i am for anything that i did in the past that made you feel bad. but im glad we are still friends and i think this little adventure of your going to St. Eds and me going to Shitwood really brought us closer yess we don’t hangout as often but that reminds us of each other. LOL and your ”Have a Great day” text really start my morning(: I LOVE YOU and i could say so ,much more but my fingers hurt): i can’t wait for sunday(: TEXT ME UGLY(: 
